Y bob meets

Today evening she (rain) came again and few minutes back had small showers. 

I thought to share two day old post and poem..

I started writing a little to tell. 

And something more came up.

So here it is...

Met her again today

Drenched in the love

Still it feels dry

This is not a cry

As not shut in my

She gave the power

Much needed to flow

So far there was fly

Away from many 

And few where I was shy

She taught me today

Just give and be

Like a sky

Season will change

There is no hurry

Not to worry

Remember one thing

Ask wisely

Your why

Cause it slays

Or build

Life divine. 

Depends upon

You ask as a doubt

Or taken as bout

Whatever path you take

Keep Amity

Alive.

Let y bob die

In the eternal circle

Where world unite 

મુલાકાત

રાતના સાડા અગિયાર,

અમારી નથી થઈ હજી મુલાકાત

બારના ટકોરે, ચકોરની પેઠે બેઠા

ન થયેલી મુલાકાત ની આ વાત.

મલકાય છે હૈયું, ને ગુલાબી થાય ગાલ

ભર ઉનાળાની રાતે, શીત લહર રેલાય

મંદ મંદ મધમીઠી વાતો થાશે કઈ સાલ

કે, અમારી હજી નથી થઈ મુલાકાત!

વિસ્મય છે સમય, જે મુજને વિષ સમો લાગે

નીરસ વસ્તુમાં પણ આજ શાને અનુરાગ જાગે

આંખો મીંચીને, દ્રશ્યમાં દેખાય સાથ

કે, અમારી હજી નથી થઈ મુલાકાત.

અટકી જા અહીંયા,વાત આગળ ના વધાર

લટકી જશે ત્યાં, તારા કામ કગાર

હજી તો કિનારે જ છું ને, ક્યાં

વમળમાં અટવાયો, કઈ લહરે લહરે ભટકી

ક્યાં બદલાયો

કે, અમારી મુલાકાત, હજી નથી થઈ!

સાદ વગર

સાદ તો મે તને દીધો નથી

તારી પ્રીત સદા મારી સાથે

આવી ગાંડી આતુરતા, વરસાદ

તને મળવાની ક્યાંથી જાગી?

બળતો હતો હું, દર વખત

કઈ વેળા તુજમાં હરખ જાગી?

આવી ગાંડી આતુરતા, વરસાદ

તને મળવાની ક્યાંથી જાગી?

તારા આ રુબાબ ને મિજાજ

દર્શન તો મને થાય છે,

પણ પેલું માળામાંનું પક્ષી રિબાતું,

ને તરુ પડું પડું થાતું.

થોડી દયા રાખી ને જો તું હરખાતો

તારી ભેળા અમે મલકાતાં.

આવી ગાંડી આતુરતા, વરસાદ!

તને મળવાની ક્યાંથી જાગી?

ને તારો સાદ પાછો કેવો?

તરવર થતા હૈયાને થરથર કંપાવે એવો.

તારી હાજરીની સાબિતી રૂપે 

તસ્વીર ખેંચતો, હસતો તું જડતો.

ઓ વરસાદ તારામાં આ ગુણ ક્યાંથી આયો.

આવી ગાંડી આતુરતા, વરસાદ

તને મળવાની ક્યાંથી જાગી?

In between Sri Rama & Sri Krishna, you will find appearance of

In between Sri Rama & Sri Krishna, you will find appearance of ______________ 

When one sees the life of Lord Sri Rama and Lord Sri Krishna from surface level. What one finds is contrary, two extremes view points. Many time logical rational mind stops working after baffling with thoughts 'around who is the ideal to follow?'

As one starts observing one's own mind and look at the source, core principle on which life of our great heroes revolve around. One starts getting a sense that there is more than what mind can comprehend. Habitually mind looks at the part and forgets the context presented by place, time and circumstances. Why mind does like that? Maybe mind has been trained to work in that way - Observe - bisect - make small pieces - investigate - understand - plan - apply - analysis - repeat. This seems a process mind follows. Wait! there is actually few steps more in the process about which we are not yet trained fully, consciously. After apply, there is a reflection and synthesis as well at plan and apply level flexibility or say allowance for emergence is need to be taken care along with initial process from observe to understand one can not afford to forget the framework in which (context) all this is done. Once three important point of reflection & synthesis, allowance for emergence and keeping context in mind. we will find something emerging in our mind. Allows us to go higher than the mind. 

And when we see the life of our two heroes little more intimately, we will find that there are many common points. One among them is standing up for the values which was most appropriate and needed to safe guard in their time. One will soon find that such situation arises in everyone's life too. There is a gradual evolution, a progression of mind - to set life on higher & higher principles. Not to misuse the gift and live rightfully. Leading on the path... In between doubt-Belief-faith; restrain - freedom - Equanimity...  

... Somewhere we will meet, in between Sri Rama & Sri Krishna - Buddha. A Buddha who is in you. 

A guide to handle both the extreme of the life. 

Life full of actions & rest, serious & joyful. Ability to hold contradictions, dillema, paradox life presents. 

On the day of Buddha Purnima, May our soul sets on fire. In between Sri Rama and Sri Krishna, we also meet Lord Buddha. May we find our middle ground to hold the value, unique & special to us. Just like each one of them hold few values and principle. 

PS Note:

There are plenty of stuff, which I can not write and describe right now. Nor i thing I have such ability or language gives me such power. If its unclear, let it be. If it offends someone, I am sorry! forgive me. Writing is also somewhere influence by writings of Sri Aurobindo and what he has talked/written about them. 

titbit

Titbit titbit

Tibtit tibtit

I am

Water droplet

Titbit of water.

I am 

Rock dust

Titbit of earth
or star dust?

Bit bit i know

Bit bit of i am made

But want to take a byte of big

So much beating of sound

By tiny, titbit

Here Rama Here Krishna

Here Ram Here Krishna

Hare Ram Hare Krishna . a usual chant we have heard. May be infinite times, in many kirtans and bhajan, after almost every aarti. It sets one on high ecstatic level. In this post, I am sharing something intimate, which is brewing since yesterday. and It has nothing to do with the chant but exactly what has written as a heading - 'Here Ram Here Krishna'. 

There is no typing or spelling mistake. Before You continue reading, certain stuff will sound like judgements and questioning some of the core stuff. May be that remain as it comes. So do not get shocked and if you have open mind, open mind and open will - than only continue reading.

impression of senses through thumb

And suddenly she came,

Riding on wind

Alert was given,

very clear and loud,

Dark and sound.

Eyes can't see

And ear couldn't hear

Her arrival is very dear

But brings in many fear.

Capture , enjoy, rejoice, safe guard or protect, cries.

What shall be done?

There is something to be done.

She is still there,

Can not wait out

Looks like she is on fight

Want to break all walls build

Enters into room with all might

From wherever she gets a chance.

Meeting with her began with pleasure

And now there are few pain point.

Sitting in one dry corner of my room,

Looking out and in of gloom

She struck with lightening and thunder

With what heart will break open and apart.

Hush of silence falls on the ground

And again she again gathers

All her strength

Like building up , strategically

Where to strike next.

Fields are now filled with water

Some trees are uprooted

Heart sunken down

What we lost and gain

Human will play that game

Once she is gone.

Still, she is here and I can hear.

This encounter has left me think a lot

From need of shelter to cry of hers

Gutsy winds are gone, now

Some other direction

New route

Rain has turn into shower

Few will morn and few will be moved

Few will see a gloom, while few will bloom

She is leaving ahead,

Some head and hand

Will come out.

Seating in one dry corner of my room

I see , what to be done now.

Full of concerns and thoughts

Heart and mind, in speechless zone.

Still listening her sound,

Inhaling the fragrance

Which used to bring love

All looks so blend

Poised in equality

I pray...

May this shower of grace

Brings peace and joy

Health and victory

........

As she floats and roams still around

This words which comes from

Nowhere land...

An experience to sense and let thumbs move.

.......

Vaibhav

01/05/2020

written on fb as a post, as rain was going on outside....sensing as much as one can and allowing thumb (on mobile) to move and type the words.