Flower of Love

My heart, flower of love
Blossoms in spring of peace.
Soft and sweet, colorful petals I have
Stronger I, born from within
With grace of light, I grow upward
Generous, my hidden nature
In secrecy spread fragrance of bliss.


 year: 2011
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Thank you mirambika. For allowing flower of love to blossom.

With you I found meaning of expression through languages and art and other forms.
How important it is to express? ultimately whole of this world and its working is the projection, expression.

Above poem were written during one of its kind learning session at mirambika. Where we [teacher trainnes] were given five words and asked to make a prose out of it. Words given to us were: Love, Peace, Grace, Generous, Nature. 



 

7 years ago: jivan jal ki dhara

jivan jal ki dhara

jivan jal ki dhara,
kabhi na ruke
kabhi na thame
bas baheti chale

muskilo ko par kar,
avradho ko chir kar,
kabhi tute kabhi tode,
jivan jal ki dhara.

sukh me madhur sangeet,
dukh me khara paani,
man chahe saaje dhalti,
jivan jal ki dhara.

Question is Queen

From past few years I used to crack one PJ [Pakau/poor jock] on question.

Where does the tail [पूंछ] of monkey [our ancestor, as you know!] has disappear and reappear somewhere in us [human, really!] ?

In response to question, answer used to be tail has become पूछ. पूछ of पूछताछ, Man does more inquiry now. The inquisitiveness which we see even in monkeys and other animals, has grown to such a extent in humans that tail(पूंछ) has disappeared physically and asking/inquiring (पूछना) has become major tool.

 Asking is a great art. Right question can lead us to right solution. you might have heard this many times. 
Question contains the answers. 
If you have a question that means answer is also there. 
and many more...

But I think question is Queen. 

Because both starts with Q and more than that.

Right question can lead you to best answers and makes you a King.
If genuine questioned been asked and relentlessly pursue for the answer. Many learning leading to entitlement and enlightenment can be achieved.

This queen come with its own price and has its own defect too.

Prices:
1 - Framing of questions, uses of right word in it is priceless to make question queen.
2 - Ask question only when you are really seeking for an answer.  
3 -  Remember question is queen, not a jack. [Jack questions are like - tell me what shall I do, now? Do you know how to do that? I will do exactly like that.]

Defect

If question been taken in mind and heart, solution were seek with rigour than most likely answer will come too. Mostly we need to follow and do as direct by answer, The King. At those moment if we behave like queen with attitude [or remain with question]. You can guess what we loose.


Do you have a queen?

PS: here word queen & king are used as behaviour and relationship ways, not from gender perspective.  

Bout of Doubts

Bout of Doubts

When in self-doubt

One is in a big bout, against

self v/s self,

decision v/s decision,

thought v/s thought,

and so on.

There are many tout and touts,

for a ring to brought home again.

There is some time,

Actually, most of the time,

There is no meaning to stretch

further, it doesn't take us far

rather brings us down. 

Whenever in a self-doubt

first just bow-down

to universe and wisdom.

Take a deep breathe

Restore your trust on 

the wisdom.

"All is done for good and

will be for good."

Nothing less and more than good.

Are you reading for another

bout

with a 

doubt.

- Vaibhav , Platform No. 6/7, Vasai Road - 9:30Am, Wednesday, 08/02/2017

LAST PAST SALT

[unorganized thoughts in a sentence forming something.]

word 'LAST' and 'SALT' are made up of same four letters.

SALT normally comes LAST into the party and adds the charm.

Condition: one should put SALT as much needed else chances of spoiling are more.

Whatever we did LAST turns immediately into the PAST. 

On that account, PAST is like a SALT.

Something which can increase or decrease our blood pressure.

Reason PAST hold so much importance in our life is simple.

We want those PAST image either to LAST forever with us or for us

Or we wish its LAST time in this life for those PAST image. 

Just like things decay if kept for too long inside SALT; 

Same happens if remain too long with the PAST.

This might be the LAST message as year 2016 PAST away.

Its solely up-to us how to use PAST.

Something like putting SALT [a good memory] to brighten and made things delicious

Or putting SALT on fresh wound this PAST year has given.

Everything is going so FAST, 

let me also say at LAST,

'All this blog post in past 10 days are just because in this VAST space something got CAST

in forms of word. And those words still LAST. Gives gentle reminder that 'Nothing LAST'.

"To the ego, the present moment hardly exists." - Eckhart tolle

I want to say something to you..

મારે કાંઈક કહેવું છે તને,

એમ કહીને હું ચુપ થઈ જાવ ને

નીરવ શાંતીમા સરી પડુ

અને તુ મને સાંભળે.

હું બધુંજ શબ્દોમાં ગુંથવા મથું ને

તુ આવીને મારી બધીજ ગુંથ ઉકેલી દે.

તુ કોણ્? એ પ્રશ્ન પહેલો આવે ખરો

પણ રહી જાય 'હૂં કોણ્?'

હવે છુપાવવું નથી, ને

નથી રહેવું ચુપ હવે.

મને કહી દેવા દે ભવ્યતા,

ઓ દિવ્યતા

પરમ ને પ્રેમ છે આ,

કોઇ વ્હેમ નથી,

તારી રહેમ.

બસ આટ્લુંજ

Translation {thanks to google, even though its not perfect - i liked it}:

I say unto thee,

By saying I become silent

Surrey catch noiseless santima

And you hears me.


I gunthava mathum all words

Ye give me, and solved all guntha.


Tu kon? The question of what comes first

Even after they "do kon?


Now do not evade, the

Do not remain silent anymore.

I say let us give glory,

O Divine

Love is the ultimate,

No wham,

Thy mercies.


Just atlunja

Silent Day

[Note: It's hard to communicate yet can't stop the urge to write and share. May be its the way to fill in or give out. Many a point while writing, certain words and phrases been used to express and yet they fell short or used just for sake of communication. Specially those where differences are created between inside and outside, inward and outward or just layers of existence lived simultaneously. When one sees it, feels it and listens it than one will able to figure out them. Otherwise for our mind and in current state, understanding with differences, comparison is much easy. SO WHILE READING TRY TO BE SILENT AND READ THE SILENT SPACES BETWEEN EACH SENTENCE, WORDS AND LETTERS. Om Shanti.]

The Moment I opened my eyes in morning today, I felt some difference. What was it? I didn't knew at that time nor i know completely right now. It continued like that and till now it is. What I am writing here is just an attempt to feel it more, to feel it with more clarity.

Routine task happened with ease while mind was busy in some other thoughts and awareness that all of this is happening. As journey from home to office began, i felt like i left it. Every step taken found an opportunity to Remember and Offer. Specially those moment when unwanted thought had past or Senses brought in and created a ripple.

"Whose birthday is today?" A simple thought crossed the mind as it happens daily. And mostly when I reach railway platform to catch train. To wish friends and be part of new beginning. Answer of this question was surprising to me at first and later it meant a lot. "Can't recall whose birthday is today whom I have to wish. Facebook will tell that. But I feel like its your birthday today." Happy Birthday to Me. Wow! So early.

And train arrives too. On time. As i enter and get settled inside, mobile comes out and with that FB. 

Series of post from previous year to present. If i start giving account of each and every detail than I don't know how much time i need to spent behind that. So not going into details.

"All here is a mystery of contraries:
Darkness a magic of self-hidden Light,
Suffering some secret rapture's tragic mask
And death an instrument of perpetual life."
- Sri Aurobindo, savitri:600

And death an instrument of perpetual life....

I felt that too, a jump from birth to death. An emptiness felt inside heart. Reaction followed soon to remove emptiness. While searching for song, landed up on...

या निज़ामुद्दीन औलिया,

या निज़ामुद्दीन सलक़ा

क़दम बढ़ा ले

हदों को मिटा ले

आजा ख़ालीपन में, पी का घर तेरा

तेरे बिन ख़ाली, आजा, ख़ालीपन में

रंगरेज़ा...

कुन फ़याकुन, कुन फ़याकुन

फ़याकुन, फ़याकुन

Translation:

O Nizamuddin Auliya

O Nizamuddin Salqa

Take a step fro

Erase your limits

Come into the void, the house of your lover

It is empty without you, come into the void

O bestower of hue...

Kun fayakun, kun fayakun, fayakun, fayakun

Be! And it is

And it is

And it is

[song here: Kun Fayakun]

 Instead of filling something and removing emptiness. Song made more of void within. So Parampriya can come and Play. Track changes and here comes a bigger surprise.

Title: Surrender

 
I hear the silence calling me,
So softly calling me,
To what I have always been
I am burning and burning in your grace
I surrender to this mystery,
I awaken to the beauty.

Now its time to get down from the train and wait for another one towards destination. Silence going deep and calling. So softly that ___________. 

Yes, burning and burning but thy Grace is there. This Burning of Heart sounds sweets and feels more intense. No idea what is the yearning of heart. Good part is surrender of all plans and dreams and of past & future were done. Burning increased as those were the homages to fire, to The Lord. Mind remember this is not a sacrifice but a surrender. A surrender which has brought so much joy.

And on other side at few times when above things were going on, mind wanted to come out. Mind wanted to talk with people and continue discussion happen over yesterday and yesteryear.



Grace! Grace acted and flow continued, didn't allowed mind to do so. A long preparation still require to train and tame the mind. 

Many things than followed and still flowing. Don't feel like sharing them. In gist something which has come is very simple.

Remember and Offer. 

At the service of Parampriya....

Kadam badha le
Haddon ko mita le
Aaja khalipan mein pee ka ghar tera
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein

Read more: http://www.lyricsmint.com/2011/09/kun-fayakun-lyrics-and-video-song.htmladam badha le
Haddon ko mita le
Aaja khalipan mein pee ka ghar tera
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein

Read more: http://www.lyricsmint.com/2011/09/kun-fayakun-lyrics-and-video-song.html

Kadam badha le
Haddon ko mita le
Aaja khalipan mein pee ka ghar tera
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein

Read more: http://www.lyricsmint.com/2011/09/kun-fayakun-lyrics-and-video-song.html

Kadam badha le
Haddon ko mita le
Aaja khalipan mein pee ka ghar tera
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein
Tere bin khali aaja khalipan mein

Read more: http://www.lyricsmint.com/2011/09/kun-fayakun-lyrics-and-video-song.html