doing breaking making

20/09/2018

Following words pen downed 3 years back holds true, right now.

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First he came and told very silently like a whisper, I want you to build something on this ground.
I was so joyful, I stopped all other activity and straight started working for building as per the image shown.

But he didn't wanted that. So without my knowing he turned me towards real work. Yet while working, I kept on imagining about building those walls, floors, putting carpets and chandelier, decorating, welcoming and transforming. Many time it happened that I got so tired and disinterested in the work given, that I threw it aside and went back to various images. I went to take strolls to others plots and ...

This time when He came, silently he showed me work done so far and given main work to be done. I told of him, it will take lot of time.... before I say anything more, He went away with a smile.

Digging that very ground was the work given by him. While doing that work, I found many things good and bad, beautiful and ugly, joyful and painful and all sorts of things. I happily accepted good ones yet I don't know how to use them and keep them for loner run. Sadly I accepted those negative one too, because He made me do that. Yet I don't know how to use them and How to reject them completely - to throw it very very far and transform it.

Building a foundation is a work given by him, this time. At the same time, He told don't stop digging.

I am thankful to Him for such a Grace.

I will dig more, build that foundation. With patience, endurance and smile...

Eti Shubham

from FB wall 20/09/2015