Thursday, February 28, 2019

Contradiction to collaboration

Last few week @ Anahad, children are learning about House. One of the part is learning about life and work of Laurie Baker, prominent architecture. Who made India his working field. Some of the low cost, efficient, architecture design. Yesterday, while browsing books in almeirah came across a book 'laurie backer - life, work and writing's '. While going through some pictures, writing and title came across a title. 'Building technology in pithoragarh', got my attention. Familiarity with place attracted me to read small writing of the legend on the topic. With deep gratitude, here is excerpts from the book.

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... This delightful dignified housing demonstrated hundreds of years of building research on coping with local materials, using them to cope with the local climatic patterns and hazards, and accommodating to the local social pattern of living. It dealt with incidental difficult problems of building on a steeply sloping site, coping with earthquakes and avoiding landsliding areas and paths. The few examples of attempts to 'modernize' housing merely demonstrated, only too clearly and adequately, our modern conceit and showed how very foolish we are when we attempt to ignore or abandon the hundreds of years of 'research' that goes into local building methods.
... My Observation is that vernacular architecture almost always has apt solutions to all our problems of building. All that is required is to go a step further with the research our forefathers have done - that is, to add on our twentieth century experience to improve on what has already been accomplished. But this addition should be a contribution - not a contradiction.

(Science and rural development in mountains, edited by j.s.singh, s.p.signh, c.shastri, gyadoya prakash an, nainital, 1980)

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This words have captive me to think on education with similar line. Just replacing housing with education and other words related with parallel word in article, gives so much to ponder upon. Specially on thoughts of international school, unschooling, community school, need-demand-supply and utilitarian values given to learning and education.
*Halting a learning with books and passings of examination.
*Expensive education in name of technology, 21st century and being an international school.
* Learning devoid of life and language of place.
* Authoritarian views
* Competition and culture of show business.
We have seen and more is coming up disastrous results at various dimensions of education from physical to mental, emotional to values and character of society as in now today.

Monday, February 18, 2019

Puducherry Diary - Part X

After a gap of three years I went to puducherry. There were short of excitement as well as anxiety. About how things will shape up. From travelling, staying, meeting and learning. Concern , apprehensions, planning and so much of control we look. Yet.
There is always something unknown. Which we can call X of our life. In equation of life, we want to make our life equal to something. Equal to someone. 
We are given some constant like physical body, time, space and mind. Few variables which seems under our control and few which are not. All variables as well as constant seems under some influence. 
From what we know, our attempt is always to make things suitable, equal to other side of equation. Other side of our equation we want to set as per our expectation. Our projection and predictions of future. Our wish and demands from the universe for a better future.

Yet our ways to solve those linear or quadratice equation of life. Hinges on that one unknown factor X. 

Many approach work for putting a limit, differentiating each and every thing.
While few work for integrating and bringing X in.

If we would have known X.

What is this X in terms of Life?

On first two days of puducherry and one day in transition. I was setting up various equation to get the desirable outcome. 
R.H.S. = Desirable outcome = meeting friends, visiting place, doing things etc.
L.H.S. = time, space, contact details, schedule and planning

Did it ever happened everything you have set up on left hand side meets exactly like that on right hand side.

I know, answer will be NO.

Despite knowing this fact, many time we plan, worry and mind & emotions creates web for us. We tend to get caught and missed up in that web of creation.

Something similar, was happening with me too. But She was there to take hold and bring in change. All planning and scheduling thoughts were running on when I enter samadhi. It went on till I settled down at one place. And soon with Her grace, all of them also got settled and clear.
From that moment on... Many things worked out so well. Unexpected, unplanned meeting, visiting and doing... Life became more joyful and wonderful flow.

Just because the X, which generally remains unknown were known. One set whole of life based on the DIVINE PRESENCE. Which guided, and sets every equation right. 
Many time not equal to also appeared as X has set few more wonderous responses.

One need to find and then trust the X, the unknown of our life equation. Which not only solve our problem but also creates write equation of life.

Saturday, February 09, 2019

Bout with doubt

Bout due to doubt
heard not so loud
still very profound
accept and move around
be still and make no sound
until confidence is found.

- vaibhav (8-02-2017)

Two years back, while sharing link of blog on similar words at FB. Above words came up.
While quote below came few months back to make it more clear.

Link: Bout of Doubts

Doubt is not a sport to indulge in with impunity; it is a poison which drop by drop corrodes the soul.
-The Mother

Sharing a TEDx talk on faith and doubt.

https://tedxtv.blogspot.com/2017/04/faith-and-doubt-greg-tonkinson.html?m=1


Monday, February 04, 2019

સાગર સમીપે - ૨

બધું પામી લેવાની હોડ છે.
કોરાણે મૂકી માલિકને
કોરા રહી, ભીના થવાની કોડ છે.
એમ કેવી રીતે બને?
જીવન કેમ કરી ખીલે?
આપ્યા પહેલાં,
શું મળશે,
આ ગણવાની, ટેવ છે.
આ તે કાંઈ રીત છે?


- વૈભવ
૨૦-૦૧-૨૦૧૯, પુદુચેરી

Saturday, February 02, 2019

Dot am I?

Sometimes I feel
That am I,
A water drop
A dot of the ocean
Connected in real,
unreal, virtual dots around.
Who knows?

When I see,
Come out of
False identification
As a Dot, as a drop...
What do I find.
There is no I
Not am I a Dot
Not even a drop
Nor a water
Or called an ocean

Then,
who am I?
Dot, drop, ocean, water, H2O or....
How about just being a part of Nature, Universe? Or simply called manifested nature

As thought travels
Bigger deeper questions emerge
What's there which seeks identity?
Why it seeks so? Does it have such a need?

Shhhhhhh

Silence felt
Down

A knock
And
Again a question

Who are you?

Pause to open


Pause if time has not come yet,
Build the capacity and
Trust... signal will come, gate will be open
to march on...

Pushing doesn't work
as forces always look for balance,
Harmony
Push brings Pulls too
Be Wise
Pause and don't go for a pushing yourself harder...

(.... New part)

Can you remain Open
Without pushing
Without pulling
Is it possible to be just open*
Keep on doing

Take a Pause,
Look at the sky
Look at the earth
How they have been doing
From millennial

Pause
Trust
Open
Receive

- vaibhav

(First part written on 2nd Feb 2017, based upon feeling brought after reading a small passage. A passage attached with angel of the month shared by findhorn foundation. Rest on 2feb 2019.)

* Variation 14/02/2019
When I was close?
Is there something
Which opens up and close down?
Let there be no room
No where to roam
Not even to zoom
Just
Be.

Friday, February 01, 2019

line and curve in stories of life

"There is a meaning in each line and curve."
- Sri Aurobindo, Savitri, P.460

Today, February First marks six month being out of Job. Last six month spent in Exploring world through various lenses and finding a life.

31st July 2018 was a last day in The Polymath School. Farewell has been a touchy thing. Specially when you have deep rooted connections. To organize simple task of putting cake and begin celebration, no one was coming forward and passing games were on. At the end, one has to stand and order, get oneself doing few part.

There are and will remain many stories around sudden move of mine. Leaving a established job, work, students, friends and many more. Especially when you been to USA tour for school purpose just a month back. Let all versions of stories remain with their respective speakers and listener. What I want to share today are two things – first and foremost questions and few pointers which lead to Resignation and early exit. Secondly, answering another question. What I am up to, now?

Why?
 It's been six months and many people still ask this questions. My answers are various stories, different each time either with all facts or few facts & rest. Sharing this also give me sense of clarity and way to share curent and next move. 

Image result for lines and curves

Questions and Pointer

1.      Are you under influence?

2.      What do you want to do?

3.      You say, I will do it in 2020 or from 2022 onwards. Why not now? Go for that Now.

4.      Going back to the root [words are altered here and put in more positive tone.  J ]

5.      Watching Marathi Movie, ‘Bucket-List’ (Madhuri Dixit’s first Marathi movie) [final seal on resignation letter, came after watching it.]


We are always under the influence of various forces of Nature. It is a Nature - human, animal, earth and others which acts in and through us most of time. Very few have a control, rest of us are always under some influence.  

-         What is meant by ‘sincere’?
-         Sincerity means to accept the Divine Influence only and not that of lower forces. – Sri Aurobindo (CWSA-29)



In simple terms I found that we are either influenced by Fear, Love and in between them.


Last six month went behind experimenting and finding what one wants. What are the things which affects and influence this being.
And what I wanted to start or do and live from 2022, when I will reach age of 35. I will be consecrating at the feet of The Master on his 150th Birth anniversary. I intend to start and try to live from now onwards.
So, what is that... second part of sharing thus begins. Still all is in its very primitive stage. What I am sharing is few basic where about and work.
1.     Pause to the work of ‘School of Universal Life’ (S.O.U.L.) may be for a whole year. It is a pause till emergence of better program and formation of few things.
2.     Being Part of community living. Lovingly called Anahad – beyond limits. Here its location details, for those who are inquisitive to know more about what we are doing and other things please mail on jiyomatiry@gmail.com or call.
3.     Few project work in Mumbai as well support to few individual & organization will go on for a year or two.
But most importantly a base for all above is living a life. Life as one should – connected with Self, with nature and living from within. Goal is a transition from Teacher-Facilitator to Aacharya.


At the end of six months, here I am.

Filled with stories of past, its various versions heard and unheard.  With full of possibility in present and future to draw lines and curve, by connecting dots, weaving yet another stories. Looking back each line and curve holds a deeper meaning, moving somewhere. Now what is require is to see next connecting dot and next connecting dot and others are in direction of progress or not?



Eti Shubham




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