"There is a meaning in each line and
curve."
- Sri Aurobindo, Savitri, P.460
Today, February First marks six month
being out of Job. Last six month spent in Exploring world through various
lenses and finding a life.
31st July 2018 was a last day
in The Polymath School. Farewell has been a touchy thing. Specially when you
have deep rooted connections. To organize simple task of putting cake and begin
celebration, no one was coming forward and passing games were on. At the end, one
has to stand and order, get oneself doing few part.
There are and will remain many stories
around sudden move of mine. Leaving a established job, work, students, friends
and many more. Especially when you been to USA tour for school purpose just a
month back. Let all versions of stories remain with their respective speakers
and listener. What I want to share today are two things – first and foremost questions
and few pointers which lead to Resignation and early exit. Secondly, answering
another question. What I am up to, now?
Why?
It's been six months and many people still ask this questions. My answers are various stories, different each time either with all facts or few facts & rest. Sharing this also give me sense of clarity and way to share curent and next move.
Questions and Pointer
1. Are you under influence?
2. What do you want to do?
3. You say, I will do it in 2020 or from 2022 onwards. Why not now? Go for that Now.
4. Going back to the root [words are altered here and put in more positive tone. J ]
5. Watching Marathi Movie, ‘Bucket-List’ (Madhuri Dixit’s first Marathi movie) [final seal on resignation letter, came after watching it.]
We are always under the
influence of various forces of Nature. It is a Nature - human, animal, earth
and others which acts in and through us most of time. Very few have a control,
rest of us are always under some influence.
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What is meant by ‘sincere’?
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Sincerity means to accept the Divine
Influence only and not that of lower forces. – Sri Aurobindo (CWSA-29)
In simple terms I found
that we are either influenced by Fear, Love and in between them.
Last six month went
behind experimenting and finding what one wants. What are the things which
affects and influence this being.
And what I wanted to
start or do and live from 2022, when I will reach age of 35. I will be consecrating
at the feet of The Master on his 150th Birth anniversary. I intend
to start and try to live from now onwards.
So, what
is that...
second part of sharing thus begins. Still all is in its very primitive stage.
What I am sharing is few basic where about and work.
1.
Pause to the work of ‘School of
Universal Life’ (S.O.U.L.) may be for a whole year. It is a pause till
emergence of better program and formation of few things.
2.
Being Part of community living. Lovingly
called Anahad – beyond limits. Here its location details, for those who are
inquisitive to know more about what we are doing and other things please mail
on jiyomatiry@gmail.com or call.
3.
Few project work in Mumbai as well
support to few individual & organization will go on for a year or two.
But most importantly a base for all above is living a life. Life as one should – connected with
Self, with nature and living from within. Goal is a transition from
Teacher-Facilitator to Aacharya.
At the end of six
months, here I am.
Filled with stories of
past, its various versions heard and unheard.
With full of possibility in present and future to draw lines and curve,
by connecting dots, weaving yet another stories. Looking back each line and
curve holds a deeper meaning, moving somewhere. Now what is require is to see
next connecting dot and next connecting dot and others are in direction of
progress or not?
Eti Shubham
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