360

Today,
I feel again zero.
It's going to be 2.00am soon.
In just 10 minute as per clock shown on screen here.
That's how we say time,
It's different for you and me.
Even though it's same but
There is no time.
As time depends upon events,
How fast you want to flip
Or how long you want to stretch.
One is always back to this zero.
360 degree.

I am thankful for 360.
A zero or a circle or only part of infinite I see just because I see only one side.

I don't know what I want to do!
360 days back,
Foundation got complete.
And I was left with a question
Raised by a founder,
"Vaibhav, what do you want to do? Tell us."

I added "what I truly, really want to do?"

I am asking a question or is I am looking for an answer. Can I do both the things together. I don't know can I or i can not.

How do you know what you want to do?
First of all, do you have a control on what you want to do?

NO, you can't move every day 360 degree on your axis and make sunrises.
Breath to shit, beats to bite you have no control.
Then why this question?

Do you know ' how does your (or in general) garden grow?'

Ok you might not doing , so you might not be knowing.

So let me put this question
'How do you grow?'

And as you set into inquiry...
First question come is
What do you grow?
Followed by when, why and how...

Did you came to 360,
Have I lost you.

See this 360.
You start with 3 things
You feel wow.
It doubles up to 6
And then ooo
You land to 0.

Physical, emotional and mental
Triplet you start with
Double up 6 are
Love - Fear
Truth - Falsehood
Knowledge - Ignorance
And back to zero.

It's only when you see
3 as double, inner and outer
Make it singular
Infinite creation looks spectacular.
360 view.

Summer of 2010

મંઝીલે જાતા રસ્તા કંઇ સસ્તા નથી.
શબ્દો સંતના એમ કંઈ પચતા નથી !

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ગરમ હવાના પાસમાં,
વિરહ ની વેદના નો ભાસ છે.
તારા ટહુકાઓના સાદમાં,
શુ મેહુલિયા નો અંશાર છે?

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what you see as a bulb is a moon from the top window. 

ओ निंदिया बुलाए, लॉरी सुनाए..
सपने मे आयेगा, संसारका राचराचिल.
सोजा मोरे नन्हे खिलाड़ी

रात हे अब थोड़ी बाकी,
चाँद सितारो संग बहुत खेला
दुनिया संग खेल हे बाकी,
कही जीवन् रहे ना जाए खाली.


(with modification done on 13/05/2019)

ક્યારે થશે સમાસ?

લગાવીને બેઠો છું આશ,
ક્યારે થશે સમાસ?

શું કાયમ રહેશે પ્રયાશ?
છે અણદીઠો વિશ્વાસ!
નહિ થાય હ્રાસ
ભલે લોકો કરતા મજાક
અડીખમ રહેશે મિજાજ.

લગાવીને બેઠો છું આશ,
ક્યારે થશે સમાસ?

આજ તો તપસ છે,
શુદ્ધ પરિપૂર્ણ થવાની તરસ.
ભેદ-ભરમના તોડી શ્વાસ,
ચણતો હરિનો આવાસ
લગાવીને બેઠો છું આશ,
ક્યારે થશે હરિનો નિવાસ?

ખુલો થયો, વહેતો થયો
એકજ વાત કહેતો થયો!
કે હૃદયમાં ઉજાસ ને
સર્વત્ર સુવાસ
હરિ કરશે કૃપા અપાર
હૃદય તંત્ર ખોલો જરા.

લગાવીને બેઠો છું આશ,
ક્યારે થાશે સમાસ?

Love evolves you

"To live, to love are signs of infinite things,

Love is a glory from eternity‘s spheres."

- Sri Aurobindo 

Savitri

Have you seen a glory from eternity's spheres. March of February hasn't got it's destination. 

As journey is its destiny. To live, to love. 

I found it. one of the trigger point was reading Anilji's FB post. 

While taking an evening stroll on same day, I found deeper connection.

By then actually, I had heard the song many times and humming was going on. 

Humming has become integral part of life. sometime whole day, some tune, some song on life, love goes on.

Next day morning, i saw the freshness. I felt the newness and Love.

Love! day in and out, when you live in nature.

Not a single day went by since then, when I haven't fall in Love.

Nature in its abundance shows its glory.

Questions of mind brings new surprises.

There is no limit to natural wonder, No limit for Love.

Also mere reading and understanding is not enough.

As kabir saheb says:

Listen the song: pyaar huva chupke se

Whole song contains a power. Takes you to the land of love.

A beautiful investigation and exploration with words.

Music just flowing like a river .... one can just go on...

But why it happens chupke se...?

why we feel everything new?

Ohh! I can't tell you as feelings are better communicated in silence.

It's smell, It's colour and sound. Magical touch and transformation.

Excerpts from the article

'

No Longer Playing It Safe by bell hooks [Listen to Audio!] To work for peace and justice we begin with the individual practice of love, because it is there that we can experience firsthand love’s transformative power. Attending to the damaging impact of abuse in many of our childhoods helps us cultivate the mind of love. Abuse is always about lovelessness, and if we grow into our adult years without knowing how to love, how then can we create social movements that will end domination, exploitation, and oppression? To begin the practice of love we must slow down and be still enough to bear witness in the present moment. If we accept that love is a combination of care, commitment, knowledge, responsibility, respect, and trust, we can then be guided by this understanding. We can use these skillful means as a map in our daily life to determine right action. Link of article  https://www.lionsroar.com/how-to-be-a-bodhisattva-2/

Many poem were penned down last month. Sharing them here again

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/03/signature.html

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/03/blog-post_26.html

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/03/blog-post_29.html

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/03/blog-post_30.html

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/04/blog-post.html

https://godsknow.blogspot.com/2019/04/thirst.html

Lots of love 

Vaibhav 

thirst

Will ever this thirst be quenched?
thirst for light, love and laughter..
thirst for better and perfect life...
thirst for or thirst of

Will ever this thirst be quenched?
doesn't it give me so much thrust
to trust the process and move on.
To Move and quench
a thirst to come first
and remove the dirt.
who cares? till it burst.
Whether it hurts or not?
Who cares? is this a curse, 'will ever this thirst be quenched?'

does answer will make
all bloom or gloom,
one keeps on quenching.
without questioning,
or with questioning.
Are there different thirst?
or Can I have single thirst for Him, Union?
Why thirst makes me sometime worst?
Why sometime i feel worst when thirst are not quenched?
and when it is quenched i feel topmost?
for a sort while, that feeling of worthwhile and back to dust.
asking is must
again and again
till thirst is quenched
completely, fully.
will ever this thirst be quenched?

भीड़

कर रहे थे हम चर्चा,
महेमान दे रहे थे
अपने शब्दो से अनहद का पर्चा।

उन्होंने मङ्गल कामना जताई,
बहार आये, लोग जुड़े और भीड़ बढ़े यहा।
नव जीवन मे सौंदर्य ढले यहाँ।
वही, अंदर से आवाज़ आई।
पहले तो सिर्फ 'भीड़, भीड़' यह गुंजन सुनाई दी।
और गूंज के बीच मे से
उसने कहा,
' तुम्हे पता हे, भीड़ इकठ्ठा करने की लालच क्या बनाती हे। भीड़ से भेड़िया।'

रुक गया मे, थोड़ा हस दिया में।

भीड़ वही है पर कभी मेरे अंदर वह गभराहट लाये। तो कभी वही भीड़ मुझे महफूज़ कराये, की कोई हे।

कभी उसमे शामिल होने के लिए,
कभी भीड़मे से आगे निकलने के लिए,
कभी भीड़ से दूर होने के लिए
क्या क्या दाव लगाये?
कहाँ कहाँ दौड़ लगाई?

कभी भड़ भड़ भड़के भीड़के साथ
कभी तड़ तड़ ताड़ उठे भीड़के सामने

भीड़ अपनापन जताए और भेद भी बताए।

भीड़ इन्सान को क्या क्या बनाये,
क्या क्या करवाए।

आप अकेले हो
आप भीड़ मे हो
क्या आप सच मे आप ही हो?

भीड़

ढूंढता दिल

'जाने क्या ढूंढता हे ये मेरा दिल, तुझको क्या चाहिए जिंदगी?'

आज यूट्यूब पर जाते ही लकी अली द्वारा गाया गया यह गाना सामने आया। उसको सुना, उनकी आजकी आवाज़ के साथ।
पिछले १०महीने, १० साल या ज्यादा, यही जीवन रहा। यह सिर्फ और सिर्फ गाना नही बल्के प्रश्न रहा। जिसका उत्तर शायद में आये दिन खोजता रहा, खोजने की कोशिश करता रहा।
कभी शारीरिक और भौतिक पैमाने पर तो भावना की, सवेंदनाओ की गहराई हो। या कल्पना के पर पे सवार विचारो की उड़ान। के फिर इस भौतिक भाव सवेंदना विचारो के परे, आध्यात्म का विकास। है समय कुछ कोशीश जारी रही।

क्योंकि आज के दिन तो पुराना हिसाब चुकताना है, नया हिसाब करना है। कब तक भागते रहे, कब तक अपना ही अप्रैल फूल या मिस्टर कूल बनाये।

जब यह सवाल, गाने में बार बार सुना, तो ऐसा लगा कि यह मेरा दिल जो कच्चा है, वो सच्चा दिल ढूंढ रहा। उसिके पास। अपनी सच्चाई, साहस को जिंदगी तो भेट देना चाहता। पर जिंदगी।

ढूंढो! पूछो? बार बार पूछो!
बेवकूफ कब तक बनावोंगे
आखिर चाहिए क्या तुझे?
क्या है जो ढूंढ रहा?

क्या इसका उत्तर , क्या वो शांति....

क्या वो प्रेम....

'जाने क्या ढूंढता है यह मेरा दिल!
तुझको क्या चाहिए जिंदगी?'