Tuesday, June 07, 2016

aaj phir se

What happens when you are doing nothing and you have nothing to do? That to when both hand's of clock are approaching to 12.
With some hope you still drool on FB, midst list of friends available for chat and new post & updates..

and than.. suddenly you find..

you loved this, and think to share...

before that you re-read it..

हमन है इश्क मस्तान, हमन को होशियारी क्या।
रहें आज़ाद या जग में, हमन दुनिया से यारी क्या।।

you also flow in love...  you also become crazy.. and forget everything.
and than this follows

You are not happy yet.
As you have read one more verse.. didn't got the meaning in first skip&scan mode..

you go back.
and read
चाह गयी चिन्ता मिटी, मनुआ बेपरवाह।
जिनको कछु न चाहिए, वो ही शाहनशाह।।

and meaning strikes to you, puts you in awe.
instantly what you follow is

A new level of conversation begins. not between you and person who shared the verse.That is there at outside. Another level of conversation between you and yourself. This time you want to type in hindi, put little bit more effort, get more close to meaning and try to bring forth the deepest aspiration lying beneath. A spark which wants to take hold of everything in life. Yet that spark is not able to succeed, remains still a small. Hope is that it becomes burning brazier, a fire which can never be quenched until the beloved is found and mingled with beloved. Only When fire meets Water.

You ignore call by parent too, your own body too. Don't even bother about asking for permission from rajesh bhai for posting this. All logical thoughts sounds illogical to you.You are awake well past midnight and still continue writing this.


 Still fire in heart is not quenched, await for beloved is still on.
after, again you have to give some excuse to put comma some where
so that line can continue.. life can continue and all this for search continue

दोष देना आसान हे
लांच देना नहीं कठिन
पर प्रभु मिले उन्हें
जो पवित्र प्रेमरस भर देय

 
 Hey, vaibhav
what are you upto?
Nothing! will be your usual answer
I don't know and I have done nothing, will surely follow.
You just be in Now.
Rest and let other Rest wherever they are?
Why you want to awake and set ablaze?
I know you are burning!
So burn alone!
Burn! Burn! Burn!


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