Yesterday, I watched a video and later on shared it on blog too. Since than I am feeling grateful to my parent and feeling of awe & gratitude is increasing with every passing moments. More and more things are getting revealed.
I do not know how they knew it, my real issues, a challenges I need to solve. They are still present and keeps on bugging me. They were present before too. I have attempted many times to resolve, overcome and dissolve them. one such issue i shared it yesterday - flip flop. What surprises me is they are still present. A small victory over them is not sufficient, I guess! these beings might be waiting for when I become weak and can attack back, infect me with their strong stings.
Issues looks like eternal, whether they are within me and around.
Fight against them seems eternal, till complete victory is won.
Whether its corruption or abuse, racism to rape and all other ill's
I see them present somewhere within, so subtle so tiny-miny mixed with others
closely knit with some opposite thoughts. tender tendancy a prey of them.
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At this moment, I feel like asking them (parent), how did they sense my issues and challenges. Something i need to overcome to achieve. a path, simple and straight. Me taking always detour.
They know the issue and thus they keep on showing you mirror. That's what brings irritation in me. No longer able to stand and face them. So i shut the communication, go away, run away from all of that. I no longer afford that, consistently running away, shutting up. It is time to open up and embrace.
Embrace the pain!
As quote on my desktop wallpaper says -
As I reflect, observe and introspect ( are they possible all at once or i do not know which one is the most appropriate here? may be the later is true)
I found something more but not a right time & place to share.
Let me thank them one more time, silently , openly.
let eternal issues come to rest,
we will go through many test
ordeals of all sorts;
do not be mistaken by appearance
or remain in past image
sun never sets or rest
it is been set forever
truth, light, giver.
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