पुकार आयी हे फिर से,

पुकार आयी हे फिर से,
तन-मन चाहे आराम;
दोस्तो मामला संगीन हे,
अब तो सोना पड़ेगा.

पुकार आयी हे फिर से,
इश् बार किसी अओर ने नही;
खुद रानी ने बुलाया हे,
अब तो सोना पड़ेगा.

जग सोता मे जागता,
पर आज जग ने पुकारा हे,
थोड़े सपने सजाने;
जो हक़ीकत मे बदलने.
अब तो सोना पड़ेगा.

दोस्तो पुकार ना, तुम नही;
नयी दुनिया, सपनो की
वही पर मुलाकात होगी

30-5-2010


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yeh safar

क्या तुझे फ़खर हे तेरे मेरे सफ़र पे||
फ़िक्र यह नही,
फ़िक्र नयी यह नही फ़र्क
के हमे या तूमे फ़खर हे या नही?
पर ये फ़र्क कहा से आया हे?
हमसफ़र हम तुम्हारे पुराने.
साथ रहे, पास रहे,
एक आश् मे बुने, 
फिर भी आज क्यू एक नही.

सफ़र चलता रहेगा,
बात बनती रहेगी.
कभी ना कभी,
नफ़रत की सूरत से
इश्क़ की मूरत
निकल आए
यही हौसला लिए.
फखर हे हमे, की हम चल दिए.
जले जिए, ओर शायद
बुजने से पहले
तेरे हो लिए.

Vaibhav, 24-05-2019

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I heard this song yeh safar, from 1942, a love story. few months back. Since then its link was saved on this blog post. Today, while listening to another song. again on travelling ' Jaane kya dhoondhta he'. I remember a simple stirring song back again. Above few lines are written while asking same question again. and searching for the answer.

long ago

तुमसे मे यह छुपा ना सका,
दर्द दिलका फिर भी बता ना सका.
जाने अंजाने जो कुछ भी हुवा,
दिल मे दर्द,
चहेरे पे मुस्कान बनाए रहेना.

तुमसे मिले हे ज़िंदगानी सनम,
मौत भी तेरे हाथो से मिले,
तो पूरी हो कहानी सनम.
जब तेरी मर्ज़ी पास आना,
एक बार आके फिर कभी ना जाना.
मौत या जीवन
जो देना बस अब एकबार देना.
दिल मे दर्द सदा मेरे रहे,
जो आपकी याद सदा दिलाता रहे.

शुभ रात्रि परम-प्रिय
26-05-2010, 23:33

vaibhav

dream again

Had written it few years ago in roman script. today presenting it with devnagari.
Tentatively, it was 3rd may 2010.


बाँध आँखो से देखा था एक सपना|
उसे आज फिर से देखने का मन चाहा, खुली आँखो से उसे देखना चाहू|
 विधवान कह रहे जीवन एक स्वप्ना हे, हा तो स्वप्ना को मे जीना चाहू. उस स्वप्ना को सोने सा सजन मे चाहू. थोड़ी देर तक रहस्य मे गुम था. स्वप्ना के जगह तारे देख रहा, पर आज सूरज फिर निकाला हे, ओर मे भी निकल पड़ा हू, वो स्वप्ना को देखने; फिर से उसे जीने के लिए.

Addressing the question

Why we do not address the question, which really concern us?

Do we really take trouble to zero down to the question? Solving which rest can be put at their rightful place.

Why we tend to ask more questions related to daily life and issue related to work upon, tip of iceberg? And get frighten when we see what's beneath.

Hasn't our schooling instilled a fear of questioning?

Hasn't our family and society, has brought in fear of questioning? 

Is questioning means revolting, disobeying?

What if I just ask internally for my own entertainment?

Ohh! really questioning is good sport, an entertainment for a mind. 

Moment one goes for it one is not using a tool wisely.

But my question is, what stops us to address the question?

Answer is simple.

At one level, can be summed up in just one letter.

'I"

Movement, you start addressing a question. You know, more questions will come. One leading to another. Eventually, it will ask some very fundamental questions. That requires a whole lot of effort. Those question has power to shake empire of 'I'. One which was build up after so much of effort. So any change is disliked.

I also run away from the question. Answering question is very uncomfortable business. I do not like to feel uncomfortable. So, what to do?

Do not ask questions.

Keep ignoring the questions.

Hide yourself.

Give generic superficial answer but don't do anything.

But whatever happens, do not address the question. as all route leads to destruction of I. emergence of something about which its difficult to speak.

Anchor

Last friday i asked a boy of 10 years old. 'Hows your boat going on?' 
He replied, 'what did you say?'
I repeated the questions with explanation, 'whether your boat of life is sailing smoothly, hows current, up-downs, joy, boring....' [I must have said more words, but I can't recall them now.]
He replied 'I have put an anchor, right now!'
'Ohh!' I exclaimed, asking question to continue conversation 'but boat is mean to sail.'
He responded, 'Yes, right now vacation is going on. It's bit boring but good'. 
Then he said something which blew me away.
He added, 'size of an anchor is big. If I have bigger than this i can't move or even can get topple down.' [He had said something very similar to this. again, can't recollect exact words, which he spoke.]

I was stunned. In Awe! I thanked him.
Anchor.

One of the Dictionary meaning, apart from naval use and T.V. or event Shows is,

 a person or thing that provides stability or confidence in an otherwise uncertain situation.

Now, assume your boat (life , with your loaded living philosophy, will power, psychological taste & attributes and all what consists your 'I') and size of anchor or anchors you keep (religion, perspectives, philosophy, masters/guru, dream).
There has to be a right proportion between size of boat and destination you want to reach with size of anchor you require in your life.
Many times, i see people who keeps high anchor are still at shore, they never able to lift that anchor and sail to other shore. They feel very secure, can tell you all in words what their anchor is all about and how strong it is. But in their own life nothing. In fact highest, noblest, ideal is been summed up as a small anchor.

Or some time they haven't got that strong faith or high anchor to safeguard in midst of storm. 

while in some cases, may be many we have very big physical ship but our anchor of life are so small. [ All thugs are there to rob them away, by selling lockets of anchor. 😉😜]

Thanks to him, i landed up onto another shore. Little one with great Insights. He talked about many other things. May be some other day and other time, I might share. Grateful to Divine, for sending sweet anchoring moments in life.

360

Today,
I feel again zero.
It's going to be 2.00am soon.
In just 10 minute as per clock shown on screen here.
That's how we say time,
It's different for you and me.
Even though it's same but
There is no time.
As time depends upon events,
How fast you want to flip
Or how long you want to stretch.
One is always back to this zero.
360 degree.

I am thankful for 360.
A zero or a circle or only part of infinite I see just because I see only one side.

I don't know what I want to do!
360 days back,
Foundation got complete.
And I was left with a question
Raised by a founder,
"Vaibhav, what do you want to do? Tell us."

I added "what I truly, really want to do?"

I am asking a question or is I am looking for an answer. Can I do both the things together. I don't know can I or i can not.

How do you know what you want to do?
First of all, do you have a control on what you want to do?

NO, you can't move every day 360 degree on your axis and make sunrises.
Breath to shit, beats to bite you have no control.
Then why this question?

Do you know ' how does your (or in general) garden grow?'

Ok you might not doing , so you might not be knowing.

So let me put this question
'How do you grow?'

And as you set into inquiry...
First question come is
What do you grow?
Followed by when, why and how...

Did you came to 360,
Have I lost you.

See this 360.
You start with 3 things
You feel wow.
It doubles up to 6
And then ooo
You land to 0.

Physical, emotional and mental
Triplet you start with
Double up 6 are
Love - Fear
Truth - Falsehood
Knowledge - Ignorance
And back to zero.

It's only when you see
3 as double, inner and outer
Make it singular
Infinite creation looks spectacular.
360 view.

Summer of 2010

મંઝીલે જાતા રસ્તા કંઇ સસ્તા નથી.
શબ્દો સંતના એમ કંઈ પચતા નથી !

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ગરમ હવાના પાસમાં,
વિરહ ની વેદના નો ભાસ છે.
તારા ટહુકાઓના સાદમાં,
શુ મેહુલિયા નો અંશાર છે?

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what you see as a bulb is a moon from the top window. 

ओ निंदिया बुलाए, लॉरी सुनाए..
सपने मे आयेगा, संसारका राचराचिल.
सोजा मोरे नन्हे खिलाड़ी

रात हे अब थोड़ी बाकी,
चाँद सितारो संग बहुत खेला
दुनिया संग खेल हे बाकी,
कही जीवन् रहे ना जाए खाली.


(with modification done on 13/05/2019)