Learning by Practice, where experience is shared of Learning and Relearning by practice.
Tuesday, December 22, 2020
केश
Monday, December 21, 2020
Walk into
Wearing A Loving Kindness
Accepting the world as it is
Long hours I wait to behold my
King, His return on the earth
Inception of new beautiful life
Now, awake day & night
Touch of his, make all possible & perfect
O King of Heart, Return to thy cave.
Vaibhav
21/12/2020
Sunday, December 20, 2020
कथक - कथनी और करनी
कथक - कथनी और करनी
Audio file - link
(First one and half Minute volume is bit low. Use headphone or higher the volume.)
It is been more than 6 months I am learning Kathak.
It enriches me day in and out. even though, I am not a good practitioner in terms of consistency. But I wish I can practice, do riyaaz consistently.
Kathak for me is all about telling the story, weaving your every act in the inner poise.
In the audio file ( link above), I have recorded those feelings, thoughts and much more about kathak.
Saturday, December 19, 2020
જિંદગી puzzle કે ગઝલ?
Friday, December 18, 2020
give and take
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
today's status 16th December morning
Saturday, December 05, 2020
I am Freedom
Saturday, September 12, 2020
change only from space of completeness.
Friday, July 03, 2020
bang bang
Hit me hard,
I fallen on ground,
Scattered and broken
I came to know it was he who broke me,
When he worked to woke me;
To make me him, he had to break me.
A question of consequence,
What I had said and what World will say?
as more I tighten, he hits with more might,
So child like me become mild.
I hope I knew rule of his game,
Breaking and making is his old new game,
And after writing about those bang and pang,
been in that pang thousand times,
There in those moment, I felt, experienced
first hand, my lord saying
Dhyayto vishyan punsah, sanghaste supajayate,
Sanghatsanjayate kaamah kama kroddho bhi jaaayte.....
...
His song geeta's this verse came, leaving behind me in that state.
Beauty in his beating is what this part of self going through...
- vaibhav
03-07-2014
Monday, June 01, 2020
May May May
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
last few days
Saturday, May 16, 2020
Broken
I do not know!
What is the difference between
being broken and being open?
I do not know?
Can one naturally become broken
pieces of whoever it was?
I do not know?
There is something
which want to come out
how far you like to keep it in
shorter or longer, not
a success defy.
This strange sensation
moment before breaking
a sound about to sought
water about to wave
looking for a crack
opening to come out
or is it
opening to go within?
Broken promises,
Scattered dreams
twinkling like a star
in my empty sky.
- vaibhav kirtkumar pandya
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break open
bro can
Thursday, May 14, 2020
Death
How thought to write a blog on death came to mind few moments back.
I had started writing on something in morning, but it wasn't working right. There was a desire to make 201st post, something special.
But ...
I no longer wonder - in recent past came across the word, thoughts and reflection around death.
As thought arrived very first thing i observed the word 'eat' within 'death'. How wonderful, isn't it!
DEATH - Divine Eats His creation. annihilation.
No one wants to experience this.
Everyone thinks it happens at the end or something which finishes everything.
How stupid such mind to believe that it happens at the end and finishes everything?
Death is present in very present.
Kaal is another name of death - Samay - Time.
And this constantly nagging thought of do - work - finish up else kaal will come... we keep on hearing but mind sleeps off in myriad of sensory enjoyment.
That's remind me of Kabir and his words.
Expressed in this song by Neeraj Arya's Kabir Cafe in modern version...
All our smartness is nothing in front of him.
So far, I had one equation given by my master, Pt. Sri Ram Sharma Acharya - Life = Time
We all love life, but life moves on, just like Time.
So logically, equation comes down to this
Death = Kaal (0)
kaal = time - (1)
life = time - (2)
From equation, (0), (1) and (2),
life = death
Is there any difference... !!
A powerful equation to base your life upon.
Once one start working based on the above equation, i guess there will no loner any question.
little word play here too - only one letter differs question and equation. moment something goes 's' silence , 'a' answer arrives. so moment you are that silence, answer of everything... equation and question become same.
Death brings so many association, shivering in spine. So many right and wrong things we keep on doing, without realizing death is going on. It is always there, forever present.
Death - a point to contemplate about.
Every moment, as time passes I die and this false identity wants to stick with that past image. It want to create new, bigger and better pictures in continuation of that identity, without dying. How is that possible? one has to embrace death and than move ahead.
Die every moment and be born every moment. forever child.
Are you ready to die? Right now?
die for being better version of yourself
die for something larger than yourself.
but die, what is kept in living, sticking with already dead. die is new living.
Fearless, Love ... ufff... all of them ... moment I die... I live...
To live truly live in now. die now.
diving in death, emerging in life
Lord of death, wants to bind you in those dead images, wants you to see non-existent images, that which is not existence can not be alive, it needs to be dead too.
Stop this logic mind, and experience it.
look at it...
feel it
dive in
die
live
[read steve jobs quotes on death and dying... and
Wednesday, May 13, 2020
Gratitude note & issues eternal- 200th post
May 13th 2010 - what i wrote
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
Flip-Flop
You, Me or We!
No one wants to be
but its easy to slide
a downward slope.
I have an issue
which makes my attempt flop
might not be seen
out, but very much on
in present past
so subtle now
that comes as a surprise
takes me on a ride
by the time it gets
some another tide
It seems I need to tie
myself with big anchor
some calls it sankalp
yes, that is an issue
desires moving freely
unquenched
making decisions go flip-flop
just like a hit-me-not
without a base,
topple any side
and get hit from all the sides
flip-flop
a sure sign
for making a flop
I know,
I have it.
I know,
How to deal with
but I know only.
I am trying
bringing it in Do
do-do-do-do
require a quiet a lot of strength.
I can still put a blame
on someone or on circumstances
No! I can't make more excuse
have to try out
bring in all courage to
remain stick.
no more flip-flop
do not apply a logic
as you know its a gate to flop
don't go aflot
come back and toil
ground is available
here and now
no more flip-flop
let me plough
grace will come
and harvest will shine.
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Written in a state of constant flip-flop going on at subtle level and manifesting at outer.
whether its money, marriage or work or simple daily task to eat or not? there is a flip-flop.
can a control, a order come in? Yes, Very much. and as one dwells, observers and work upon.
Right time, guidance comes. Here is one such source.
Saturday, May 09, 2020
Y bob meets
Thursday, May 07, 2020
મુલાકાત
સાદ વગર
In between Sri Rama & Sri Krishna, you will find appearance of
In between Sri Rama & Sri Krishna, you will find appearance of ______________
Wednesday, May 06, 2020
Tuesday, May 05, 2020
Here Rama Here Krishna
Here Ram Here Krishna
Saturday, May 02, 2020
impression of senses through thumb
Wednesday, April 29, 2020
છાની માની
Wednesday, April 08, 2020
નીશા
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